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I click in a profile...
I saw something...
actually that is mine!!
not them!!
why?!
why?!
finally...I am the big loser

I can't angry anyone else...
bcos that not of their business!!
Just my problem...my problem!!

why?!
they can so succeed...
bcos they have someone to hlp them~
but me?!
I need to do more and more...
or I need be hardwork and hardwork!!
never have any helper!!

why they can so lucky?!
I am very concentrate in everytime...
I have done my best....
I show it 100% but why i just gain back 50% or lower?!

I thought it as my 1st thing...
I thought it as my whole life...
I am so hopefully in this...
but~
some of them are not hopeful to do it
some of them are not happy to do it
but~
they can just get it easily?!
me leh?!
Just be the loser and loser!!

No one know that is my everything!!
they just treat me as a transparent!!
doesn't take care about me...

I don't want like that!!
I just want them to give me some respond...
just a little bit I will very gratify!!
but~
At last...
I can't get it!!

I just want to know why the life is so unfair!!
Someone doesn't like it but they can get it...
but then for those who is hopefully...they just can't get it~
Isn't there is something wrong in the world?!

I'm not believe to the life anymore~
until I get the answer!! =)