yeah!

Hey,good afternoon my cutie readers.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ^^ 

Have joy all the day ya!!

YEAH! :D

I receive a gift from Santa Claus yesterday--I passed my undang test. :D damn excited!Undang test u make me damn nervous~almost can't sleep again.

after that,I will attend to the amali for 6 hrs!@@"

 I am on the way to my driving car's life...hahaha :)

I still can't believe I can drive car now!(is it a dream?!wake me uppppp....haha)

I want to complain about something that make me so angry...bishhhhhhhh~ 

Please respect others before you want me to respect you!

Keep scolding people...please serve others with proper manner,Okay?!

you know?!when you scold people,I saw four words on your face-- N-O-O-B!

Please show your smile and give help to others!!aaaaaa... :S

But I will forgive you. :D 

Went to SIB church in this early morning.Learn something new there!Happy.

I have met back my youth camp's friends!thanks for still recognize me...hahaha xP

gla gla gla......stomach pain and pain and pain!@@"

Not feeling well today!aaaa....how come?!><"

I will sleep more eat more then pulih faster!I want go Malacca!xD

I'm looking forward to my Malacca trip!I think it is fun and excited.

I want eat all the food...play all the games...go all the place there.teehee ^^

I'm waiting waitng and waitng!hehe... :)

Oh ya!2012 is coming around the corner!that's mean I will be 18 next year.haha.I'm adult now!woohoo...

I hope 2012 will be the year fill with happiness around the world...no one will still suffer for food, water, money, illness and natural disasters.wish and wish and wish... :)

Everybody...is time to count down now!Enjoy. ^_<

End.

:)

放弃

不是退出是祝福!

:)

This is life...

Hey!yeah...Finally my line connected back again! :) so boring this few day!Just bored bored bored... :S
最近一直在想...反复在想!!总觉得我不是那个最幸运的孩子。
有时,我真的真的很羡慕一些事物,就算小小的事情,我一直觉得它永远都不会是我的。
人人常说,当上帝关上了我们的一扇门,祂总会为我们开启另一扇门。我希望如此!
我要很努力很努力的找到那扇门,因为我不想再等了。:D
有时,我总觉得我被忽略了,是我太介意了吗?!我想我应该享受小小的满足,就好了。
I like what my papa say...
I must treat everything everyone with sincere heart!!then only I can receive back what I want,what I wish!!
I think this is the only way I can enjoy my 满足感 :D
so now I have a small wish!Just very very tiny one...I want to change... ^^
hopefully I can do it!"满足感"...I'm on the way to find you now!love you,wait me!! :)

Bye!
:)

自己

看见镜子里的自己
就像小丑的化身
带给人们快乐
但是心灵的一角
谁会深入的摸索
他是不是真的很快乐

小丑心想
“天赐我小丑，好吗？”
小丑没收他的想法
不许自私

就让不快乐的事情
一口一口慢慢的咀嚼
不让它渗透人们脆弱的心情
让快乐依然由他一人
一点一点慢慢地流淌
让他成为人们的支持者

这
是小丑的工作
我爱上了镜子里的自己
因为他
我看懂了自己
不爱自私
不爱把所有责任推卸下来!
我爱你，美丽的自己。

edu fair

first day of a week--Monday! what to do now?!hmm...sleep,eat,watch tv...so boring...  :(
Spend my whole day in PWTC and the mall yesterday...finally,my hamstring muscle clamped la!

We have our expensive breakfast--Starbucks coffee...by the way,it is delicious!

Education fair!their decoration super nice and special...cantik awesome! :D

but I lost my way there...make me so nervous!Keep searching my friends,finally I found them!hahaha :)

then have our lunch in pizza hut with weng keat~haha...

after lunch,shop shop shop!! ^^

then we search for the ktm and go home!

unfortunately...we get on a wrong train...we arrive at Sentul!then terpaksa go back and wait for the next train!

this case still fine!the most unlucky is I already call my brother wait me at the station there!walao damn scare he scold me!!!!!!! :S

finally he never scold me...haha =D I promise I will not do that anymore!haha...

home sweet home :)

我渴望的

你说的对

我好像错过了!

one day trip!

After one day trip in Midvalley...kesan: Oh man! my leg pain like hell!graaaaaaaa.....

What we did there?!

breakfast...yeah!make me so full  ==" 

bowling...what the "bla"...I keep score zero~nooooo!!! :(

shop shop shop...这是女人的专利~muahaha ^^

lunch...keep asking about the secret hahaha!!! sometime that is the thing to do when too free~ XD

watch movie...real steel!the robot so amazing~If I got half of the robot's power then sure very "sai lei" lo!!!

dinner...

home...I love you my lovely bed! muakzzzz.... :D

Pretend...

I keep escape from one thing but it keeps appear in front of my eyes!I try harder and harder and harder...but I failed!I keep asking myself why why why?!No answer to me.I pretend.This is the only thing I can do.It's hard but I want!I don't want any sadness...any hopeless...this is the experience to face when you are growing up?!then I don't want to grow up!I wish I don't want to grow up!! :)

放弃

不是说了就算

很努力的做到

可是伤痕累累!

:)

bla bla bla...

I'm back!hahaha...

After finish my last paper--BC!woots my life is free from the prison...hahaha!!

But I don't think I'm happy or excited or lost of control or bla bla bla...

I don't have any feeling to this...but only one thing to do is to scream at the top of the mountain...

I don't know why I wish to do so ...maybe too stress too many things storing in my heart or bla bla bla...haha

I miss my school,I miss my buddy,I miss my teacher,I miss my life in school!

It doesn't look like how the perfect life in the 小说 but sometime I can become crazy because of all my buddy!

I love them I wish to see them everyday again!Not only once in the year!

And also to my best best best friend!

After all, our life are busy...we can't meet at tuition centre...we have no time yam cha and chit chat...

AAAAA....Why I look so depressed!...no no no...come back! haha

Well...I will go look for a job. Oh,this is my first work!I should find something special to do right?! haha

hmm...I hope my life won't be kosong kosong kosong!I want to fill my life with all the activities now! hehehe :D

shopping,yam cha,sleep,eat,walk and bla bla bla....haha

I want go bookshop buy 小说 and read read read! hehehe....this is my wish before sit for SPM! I can't wait now...hahahaah.... :)

err...nothing to say le...tomorrow MIDVALLEY! Hope to have a nice day tomorrow...hia hia hia!!! ^^

okay! Bye~night + sweet dream!

伤心

只要调整一下

它是生命力的推动力!

:)

deng deng deng....

This is my first poem to post here...hope all of you will like it :) Enjoy! :D

酸酸

心酸酸的

是吃了柠檬吗？

眼蒙蒙的

是沙子进眼吗？

我不知道

也不想让人知道

那是多痛苦的

那是多吃力的

可是心好像不听话了

有点痛痛的

然后还是会强颜微笑

我不知道

也不想让人知道

我打翻了醋

我咬牙切齿

可是我只能低头默认

深深祝福着

然后关上门别再来了

是不是长大了

开始会酸酸的

是妒忌了吗？

妒忌他对她的呵护

妒忌她有的一切

妒忌......

忘记

让它沉睡吧

微笑

让她重生吧 

past and future

well...so far so good. :)
Initially I have no story to tell...Just something that is annoying me.
The result! :S
Let me introduce my result with one word or 3 alphabet ( this word you learn since you're in kindergarten.)
----BAD! @^@
I have nothing to do with my suck result but I will improve as more as well.
because THE PAST ARE NOT EQUAL TO THE FUTURE!! ^^
trying harder and harder.Stress is heavier and heavier.
Just to say that more concern get more stress! Am I right?!(I think I'm correct...haha)
:DD

err...
okay!
goodnight.
I will continue the blogger life after my SPM.
you are giving the order to wait for me... hehehe!
:))

nonsense things

extremely miss here.
I have left here for long long long long time.haha.
things around me are changing every second by second.Can I stop it?! :)

sometimes I just wish to stop some moment but "fast forward" some moment.
Like stop the moment with my 'daib' friends
"fast forward" the moment when anger and sadness are surrounded me.
I think this is what everybody hopes to but the percentage to happen is 0.0000001% . haha.

hmm...this few weeks I almost faced the books whole days and nights.
text book.reference book.exercises book.FACEbook. xP
Stress my life like prison.How could I do to throw them away?!
scream.scold.talk nonsense.walk.run.weep.
All are just the stupid ways!heeeeee....

errr....something happens today!
my finger hurt.Who does it?! graaaaa....
pain like hell...you know?!
never mind. I am a superwoman.
Just like ant bite hahaha...
then.
at home.I almost 'po gai'
what a bad luck day!
but I know.Rainbow comes when rain stops.
tomorrow will be the good luck day. :DD

okay.I have talk nonsense here.
Bye!
:)

有时

我期待的

实现了反而更糟糕

最好快快消失

生活会好过一点!

:)

pretend

I was trying to show my courage...

but why?!

It just leave me without saying one word!

pretend to be brave...

isn't a bad thing...

it will be great of not being bullied by others.

:)

Bye! :)

"woman"

How long I have been leave here?!
maybe it becomes infinity... :D

yesterday.
go Tesco with my buddies or classmate or sisters xP
my brain always ask me to pretend them as woman...
I just can't admit that they are a real man! haha. :D
because they always do the things that is opposite to a gentlemen!
don't blame me if u are looking at the post... :) (sorry and forgive)

today.
taking the KTM and go Midvalley with them again.
I just can't understand why they don't want to watch the movie today!
must separate into yesterday and today!
huh...why?! @.@
(I say already. they always do the things that u can't imagine)
but...
it was so fun and excited.
Love to be with my buddies.
and my bowling scores more than xe... :DDDD

although I pretend u all as woman...
but we are forever friends.
haha.^^

here.
Bye!
:)

开始
渐渐温和起来!
:)

run la~~~~~

:)

use a smile as a beginning will change your way to look into my post! xD
cheers!

Last few week...
have some mental problem and something that is annoying me!
achhhhh!!how can I solve it?!o.O but finally I solved it.
sometimes it is a hard time for the teenager to face the obstacles!
but just take it easy! u will see the right way...
like me....heehheeeeee! xDDD

and now...
my heart is going lighter and lighter...
I also don't know why?!
but I forget every worse thing all of a sudden.
Why ya?! I also don't know.
It is a good thing for us la....
:)

tomorrow...
run run run...
everybody prepare your legs to run!
just run and run!
don't stop.
non-stop!
haha....^^
merentas desa!!!!!I come now....run run run

okay!
Bye!
:)
(p/s : actually I don't know what I write.><)

选择抹杀伤心
要坚持、要加油
就会有那么一天!

PAIN!

after listened to the teacher talk about the health yesterday...
she gave us a form talk about draw blood!
I don't know why I got the courageous allowing me to fill in the form and pass to them!
then...I so frightened!
how?! no how...must do it!
then accidentally the doctor told us the syringe finished!
we have to draw blood on tomorrow--it means today!

today...
after walking along the path!
I started to slow down my step...
one word--PAIN!!!!
almost cry...then finally cry! T^T
after sitting on the chair and standing back again!
keep on this motion for 3 times!
4th time...I just tell myself : aiya...syringe only ma!"die then die la"!
then...I got it!
A thousand thanks to the doctor for being so friendly and never scold me!
love u...haha!
thank you so much! :)

huhh! never try never gain!
relax and be courage!
hope I can do it soon... :D

也许

我就是胆小! :)

finally!

Finally and finally...
I can take a break here now!
:)

during my 1st-term exam in form 5...
nothing special to the question(very hard only)...
but something "special" happen on me...

that day we are taking SIVIK paper!
suddenly everyone heard someone calling my name loudly!
But for sure is... that fellow is not calling my name...
just because the sound is almost alike only...
then everyone looking at me!!
I don't know what expression I should show them...
@@"

now!
I want to be hardworking...
but my whole body+brain don't want to give the cooperation!
I will force them later...hehehe!
:D

okay!
stop here!
bye!
:)

不看
很对不起自己
看了
我开始后悔了!

:)

cont.

heeeeeeeee :)
I'm here I'm here!
Finally I appear again xDD
But I will share something funny things happened!
So wait me tomorrow... :)

...to be continue


Life likes chess!
sacrifice to be win :)

long post!

Such a long time I have leave down my blog!
I got many many things to share with all of u... but...
Forgive about my tiredness and laziness! :D

ps: long post here!if u are sleepy!I will suggest u not to see la...xPP

~CHINESE NEW YEAR POST~

first day...
woke up and imagined how nice was going on that day!
reached hometown and took AngPau! xP
went out to One Utama with my 2 cousin sister!
forced them to buy the mickey mouse T-shirt together...hehe! xDD

second day...
ate with my grandmother and grandfather and my uncle and also my lovely family :)
I love the food that cooked by my grandfather!yummy! :D
reached hometown and played cards with cousin!
won much of money!$$ woots...nothing is better than wining $$

third day...
had a b'day celebration to my grandmother! :)
A happy day on that day and love to gather with Fu's family^^
always keep in touch...
just like the chemistry -
Strong Van Der Waals forces of attraction to bond us together...
won't be break easily break by any heat energy! hehe...

fourth day fifth day sixth day...
Stayed at Cameron Highland!
love their weather! fresh air! strawberry! and also tomatoes! :D

~SCHOOL DAYS~

started school after ponteng for 2 days~
it is just like a nightmare because we are going back to the normal
(normal=a mountain-like-homework is waiting for us)
huhh...@@"
stress is always come nearer and nearer to me! =="

~PANIC~

that day I cried again!
why?!
because something scary thing happened!
I was so panic and I don't know what I should do...
then I cried! haha...^^
now everything is back to normal le...
everything is fine now!
Thanks to my GOD! :)

~ET~

I want nobody nobody but u~我想到了 我想到了..
haha...laugh die me lor!
and ur pose is so classical lo!
haha...(opps...just share this to everyone...)
(can ignored this post) ^^

~EXAM~

cheer up!
just one year...after that u are free from hell!
GAMBATEH...

here!
Bye!
:)

不想再继续
可是
就是被缠来缠去!
:)

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!~

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!~ :D

I'm going to have a different new year in this year~
no need to ask me why because it has only one reason
guess it yourself :)

well...new year on tomorrow!
but now I still haven't listen to a new year song!
huhhh... @@"
btw...bless all of u have a special CNY in this year!
Also take more and more ang pau...
i also can take one extra for me!! xDD

okay!
here...
hope all of u who are taking SPM/PMR this year "兔"飞猛进!
others "兔"然拾到金...hahaha^^

Bye!
:)

祝┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓┏┯┓ (\ /)

福┠恭┠┨賀┠┨新┠┨年┠┠快┨┠樂┨ ღ( . .)ღ
您┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛┗┷┛ o(”)(”)o

藏起来的思念
也许是好的
有时好想知道
公,你现在好吗?
:)

♥

have a great day with my dearest friends yesterday!
A gang of 19 people...
First time and I never believe that I'm in the gang too...
It is so huge that u can't imagine...
by the way...we still can care and chat with each other!
but very noisy only la...

When I meet with them...
they already finished watching their movie!
I want to watch lar...the movie I hope to watch for a long time le...
euuuuuuu...@@"
never mind la...I watch with JC tomorrow!
yeepieee! xDD

then...
we have steamboat for our dinner!
yeah! :D
huge gang walk along the road...
huhh...look like we already buy the road!
hehe....^^
on the way...
suddenly we saw many of the uncle playing football without wearing their shirt!
@@" I screamed loudly... and they shocked and look at me!
hehe...sorry lo! not willing to do that but my brain ask me to scream!
xP

then...
we walk from tesco to pasar malam!
hiuuuuu so far! man...
1st time I need to walk a long path!
sambil walking sambil sweating...haha!
reached!went to yz's house!
**skip**

home sweet home!
:)

with them I forget about sad!
with them I remember what is joy!
Love to stay with them!
Love u friends..
♥

ok!
Bye!
:)

春天
只要你一声命令
它永远都会出现!
:)

hehe :)

huhh.... a load of stress now!
homework is like a mountain!
exam is like a monster!
I have to fight for my future now!
But...I don't want to feel nervous la...
If I really get the mental problem...
I should say stress can make a person go to hell!
huhh...@@"

and what I want to shout out is...
teacher ur expectation is too high for me...
I am weak in every subject!
so please...don't "look up" me...
I am just a normal and stupid student :)
I just want to hit my target only...
and then....
work for my bright future! :)
yes teacher...I hope I can take A+...
but it is still in a question mark!
so...please! stop to set a high target to me!
I am shorter than what u are thinking of!
(I know my height...==")

okay...continue tomorrow!
want to share something that is fun with all of u...
see tomorrow!

and Happy Chinese New Year!

Bye!
:)

我也很想知道
为什么?
:)

CNY :)

新年又来了...
感觉刚写了去年的感想~
它又来了~
Like a blink of eye...the time passed!
until I can't catch up the time...catch up my age!
I'm 17yrs old now!!(I know I old la...)

不知道为什么
很多很多的事要讲...
可是我还没找到那个属于听这些话的耳朵!
(accept jc la...I want to tell u everything la...
faster date me out~If not my heart going to *BOOM* :S)
好想忘记
可是我的头脑就是坏的~
洗也洗不净的!!!
~!@#$%^&*()~!@#$%^&*...
(不要以为我没有烦恼!!我也有很多烦恼的...)

aaaaaaaa....
why my brain lost of control one?!
huhh....I think I forget to eat medicine...
that day in school I just shout during the recess...
What is going on to me?!
going to be mad la!!!@@"
cure me cure me... x)

okay!
stop here...
(don't blame me when I'm talking the 废话)
xPP

Bye!
:)

我错了
那个起点不属于我的
我不应该在那里!
:)

yucks!

huhh!
What the hell is going on me?!
Just recover from sick on Dec...then now sick again!
urghhhh! :'(

I hate to take medicine la!
especially the liquid medicine...
take medicine is like forcing me to the hell!
yucks!@@"

recover back please!
and then say bye bye to sick!
don't knock on my door again...thx :)

huhh...moody in this few days!
okay!
Bye!

鼓励的话
听了一遍又一遍
但是
我永远会记得曾经的初衷!
:)

Happy b'day to ET!

firstly to say...
Enting(白猪) happy b'day yea~
stay young and...
let me bully lar~~~ xPP
haha xD
By the way...happy always yea!

finally...
it come to the end of the week...
how to say...the time just passed like a rocket!
super fast-nya!
hope SPM is not coming nearer and nearer!
huhh...it makes me so "gan jiong"!u know?!
@@"

okay!
here...
A short post...
just writing some nonsense things!
ignored me now! but not everyday...
:D

Bye!
:)

怎么了
我放不下了
是太重还是太轻了?!
:)

perasan agn!

heeee...
I have count!
almost half year d time I will stay in school!
5 month d time I will stay at home...
1 month d time for me to play!
@@" what a boring life...man!
I want follow the trend!
I want arrange my schedule!
I want I want I want... :(
(never mind la!u can get it next year...^^)

okay!
I will stop my nonsense thinking!
don't vomit blood 1st!! haha...xPP
must continue reading lar... :D

yesterday!
my 1st tear in 2011 had gone!
huhhh...
don't know why I will cry when I talking about that!
isn't put too many feel into it?!
haha...^^ stop to think about it!!!stay happy :)

hmm...
today!
nothing much happen!
perasan to the that people again!
how can he like that one!
I hate to be friend with him...
but!I can forgive him because of my kindness!
xDD
and...
HH!
U are no gentle at all...
ask u to see KK's bag!
then u run away and want me to wait...
wanna punch u tomorrow!
grrr....~!@#$%^&*!

okay!
I just want to say out everything I don't wish to remember!
Bye!
:)

打开
看见
可惜
他不是我
对吧?!
:)

mixed post

Thursday 6.1.11
Schooling...
I just want to tell u during moral lesson!
WT...
this punishment only available in primary school la!@@"
Why teacher want us to do!!
(U are confusing what I'm talking about?! Look downward)

Thursday is the 1st day moral teacher in 5B!
the 1st thing she wants us to do is a quiz!
U know what is the quiz title?!
WRITE DOWN 36 NILAI-NILAI MURNI!
huhh...after 2months holiday I have forget about 3/4 parts of that!
arghhh...how how how...I know I'm going to be punished!

I have wrong 20! :(
so...this advice us take out ur book and study during ur holiday!
Don't wait it until full of dust! xP

then how?!
punishment is started!
what is the punishment?!(don't think it normally!it is more creative than what u think!)

pulling the ears and up down up down!

@@"
I need to do for 34 times!
awww....we just skip the number from 20 to 30! haha :D
child... don't learn it! xPP
after finish...
I cnt even stand straight or bend!
:( I must study hard now!

Friday 7.1.11
skip...nothing special!

Saturday 8.1.11
after tuition-ing for about 5+hours!
My ass become -A already la...
T^T...
but never mind!
this is called 先苦后甜!
Let it be bitter a bit...
after SPM...muahaha...
don't tell u what I am going to do...
hehe... xD

okay!
until here...
Bye!
:)

努力的忘记
心一样洗净了
那影子了吗?!
:)

feeling!

Just many feeling is occurred to me in this few days!
I don't know why but I just feel that it is so annoyingly...
why I look so sad?!@@"
can't like this one!Should be happy a bit!! :DDD

from 1st day of school until today!
when I just came back from school...
1st thing to do is sleep!!
Because rest is a preparation to continue our future life!
hehe xD
p.s : now I just know my school time is my sleeping time in holiday!
p.s: and my wake up time is after school!
awww....:)))

then..
sleep until night!
what to do so?!
study lor! study for SPM!!!
what the...
I really hate SPM but I have to accept it!!!
after finish SPM then I can sleep until 24 hours and play for 24 hours! yeah!^^
so...work hard now and also plan the schedule for my fun life in 2012!
(don't tell me 2012 is the end of the world!
I haven't enjoy the life then tell me that!I really get mad...bishhh ^^)

okay!
stop here!
Bye!

感触
是好是坏
我不知道
可是
他不属于我的世界
请让开!
:)

form 5

Have a long sleeping time just now!
Is so tired!!!
Hate to wake up early in the morning!
Can't see even one thing also--BLUR @@"

1st day at school!
what is the most important thing for a student in the 1st day?!
Of course strive for the seat!!
Finally...I still can't get a nice seat!=="
Isn't a confirmation thing to me?!
From primary until now...
my seat always is the left down one!
huhhh...who call me so slow!慢半拍 bishhh myself!!!
(don't blame me...Getting older and older le...)

talk about my class-5B!
(I still can't accept myself as a form 5 student even other ppl who knows me!)
haha...I should happy right?! I look young! muahaha xPP
okay!come back to the chapter!
5B have little change!
I hate the arrangement by the teacher!
actually how the teacher change...the result are still same lar!!
A lame politic there! @@"
But I should accept it because it had happened!
so...I will try to know new friends!
haiz...last year also need to change!
super super hate that!!!

okay!
this is the feeling about my 1st day!
I should back to my normal life and start my study journey!
I should hold a book every second now!
SPM I will win you!DON'T LOOK DOWN AT ME!!!!^^

Bye!
:)

别想了
放弃吧
不属于你了!
:)