Saturday 24 December 2011

yeah!

Hey,good afternoon my cutie readers.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. ^^ 

Have joy all the day ya!!

YEAH! :D

I receive a gift from Santa Claus yesterday--I passed my undang test. :D damn excited!Undang test u make me damn nervous~almost can't sleep again.
after that,I will attend to the amali for 6 hrs!@@"
 I am on the way to my driving car's life...hahaha :)
I still can't believe I can drive car now!(is it a dream?!wake me uppppp....haha)
I want to complain about something that make me so angry...bishhhhhhhh~ 
Please respect others before you want me to respect you!
Keep scolding people...please serve others with proper manner,Okay?!
you know?!when you scold people,I saw four words on your face-- N-O-O-B!
Please show your smile and give help to others!!aaaaaa... :S
But I will forgive you. :D 

Went to SIB church in this early morning.Learn something new there!Happy.
I have met back my youth camp's friends!thanks for still recognize me...hahaha xP

gla gla gla......stomach pain and pain and pain!@@"
Not feeling well today!aaaa....how come?!><"
I will sleep more eat more then pulih faster!I want go Malacca!xD

I'm looking forward to my Malacca trip!I think it is fun and excited.
I want eat all the food...play all the games...go all the place there.teehee ^^
I'm waiting waitng and waitng!hehe... :)

Oh ya!2012 is coming around the corner!that's mean I will be 18 next year.haha.I'm adult now!woohoo...
I hope 2012 will be the year fill with happiness around the world...no one will still suffer for food, water, money, illness and natural disasters.wish and wish and wish... :)
Everybody...is time to count down now!Enjoy. ^_<

End.
:)

放弃
不是退出是祝福!
:)

Tuesday 20 December 2011

This is life...

Hey!yeah...Finally my line connected back again! :) so boring this few day!Just bored bored bored... :S
最近一直在想...反复在想!!总觉得我不是那个最幸运的孩子。
有时,我真的真的很羡慕一些事物,就算小小的事情,我一直觉得它永远都不会是我的。
人人常说,当上帝关上了我们的一扇门,祂总会为我们开启另一扇门。我希望如此!
我要很努力很努力的找到那扇门,因为我不想再等了。:D
有时,我总觉得我被忽略了,是我太介意了吗?!我想我应该享受小小的满足,就好了。
I like what my papa say...
I must treat everything everyone with sincere heart!!then only I can receive back what I want,what I wish!!
I think this is the only way I can enjoy my 满足感 :D
so now I have a small wish!Just very very tiny one...I want to change... ^^
hopefully I can do it!"满足感"...I'm on the way to find you now!love you,wait me!! :)

Bye!
:)

Tuesday 13 December 2011

自己


看见镜子里的自己
就像小丑的化身
带给人们快乐
但是心灵的一角
谁会深入的摸索
他是不是真的很快乐

小丑心想
“天赐我小丑,好吗?”
小丑没收他的想法
不许自私

就让不快乐的事情
一口一口慢慢的咀嚼
不让它渗透人们脆弱的心情
让快乐依然由他一人
一点一点慢慢地流淌
让他成为人们的支持者


是小丑的工作
我爱上了镜子里的自己
因为他
我看懂了自己
不爱自私
不爱把所有责任推卸下来!
我爱你,美丽的自己。

Sunday 11 December 2011

edu fair

first day of a week--Monday! what to do now?!hmm...sleep,eat,watch tv...so boring...  :(
Spend my whole day in PWTC and the mall yesterday...finally,my hamstring muscle clamped la!
We have our expensive breakfast--Starbucks coffee...by the way,it is delicious!
Education fair!their decoration super nice and special...cantik awesome! :D
but I lost my way there...make me so nervous!Keep searching my friends,finally I found them!hahaha :)
then have our lunch in pizza hut with weng keat~haha...
after lunch,shop shop shop!! ^^
then we search for the ktm and go home!
unfortunately...we get on a wrong train...we arrive at Sentul!then terpaksa go back and wait for the next train!
this case still fine!the most unlucky is I already call my brother wait me at the station there!walao damn scare he scold me!!!!!!! :S
finally he never scold me...haha =D I promise I will not do that anymore!haha...
home sweet home :)


我渴望的
你说的对
我好像错过了!

Thursday 8 December 2011

one day trip!

After one day trip in Midvalley...kesan: Oh man! my leg pain like hell!graaaaaaaa.....
What we did there?!
breakfast...yeah!make me so full  ==" 
bowling...what the "bla"...I keep score zero~nooooo!!! :(
shop shop shop...这是女人的专利~muahaha ^^
lunch...keep asking about the secret hahaha!!! sometime that is the thing to do when too free~ XD
watch movie...real steel!the robot so amazing~If I got half of the robot's power then sure very "sai lei" lo!!!
dinner...
home...I love you my lovely bed! muakzzzz.... :D

Pretend...
I keep escape from one thing but it keeps appear in front of my eyes!I try harder and harder and harder...but I failed!I keep asking myself why why why?!No answer to me.I pretend.This is the only thing I can do.It's hard but I want!I don't want any sadness...any hopeless...this is the experience to face when you are growing up?!then I don't want to grow up!I wish I don't want to grow up!! :)

放弃
不是说了就算
很努力的做到
可是伤痕累累!
:)

Wednesday 7 December 2011

bla bla bla...

I'm back!hahaha...

After finish my last paper--BC!woots my life is free from the prison...hahaha!!
But I don't think I'm happy or excited or lost of control or bla bla bla...
I don't have any feeling to this...but only one thing to do is to scream at the top of the mountain...
I don't know why I wish to do so ...maybe too stress too many things storing in my heart or bla bla bla...haha
I miss my school,I miss my buddy,I miss my teacher,I miss my life in school!
It doesn't look like how the perfect life in the 小说 but sometime I can become crazy because of all my buddy!
I love them I wish to see them everyday again!Not only once in the year!
And also to my best best best friend!
After all, our life are busy...we can't meet at tuition centre...we have no time yam cha and chit chat...
AAAAA....Why I look so depressed!...no no no...come back! haha
Well...I will go look for a job. Oh,this is my first work!I should find something special to do right?! haha
hmm...I hope my life won't be kosong kosong kosong!I want to fill my life with all the activities now! hehehe :D
shopping,yam cha,sleep,eat,walk and bla bla bla....haha
I want go bookshop buy 小说 and read read read! hehehe....this is my wish before sit for SPM! I can't wait now...hahahaah.... :)
err...nothing to say le...tomorrow MIDVALLEY! Hope to have a nice day tomorrow...hia hia hia!!! ^^
okay! Bye~night + sweet dream!

伤心
只要调整一下
它是生命力的推动力!
:)

Saturday 3 December 2011

deng deng deng....


This is my first poem to post here...hope all of you will like it :) Enjoy! :D

酸酸

心酸酸的
是吃了柠檬吗?
眼蒙蒙的
是沙子进眼吗?

我不知道
也不想让人知道
那是多痛苦的
那是多吃力的
可是心好像不听话了
有点痛痛的
然后还是会强颜微笑

我不知道
也不想让人知道
我打翻了醋
我咬牙切齿
可是我只能低头默认
深深祝福着
然后关上门别再来了

是不是长大了
开始会酸酸的
是妒忌了吗?
妒忌他对她的呵护
妒忌她有的一切
妒忌......

忘记
让它沉睡吧
微笑
让她重生吧