hypothesis & conclusion xP

hypothesis for this week suppose to be happy as a child
but the conclusion at the end...
Summaries it in one word with 4 alphabet--

S-U-C-K

don't know start from when
my mind,my emotion is going out of control
this whole week my every action is not under me
is under others' soul?!><"

I'm so tired!!
where my soul has gone?!
don't play hide-and-seek with me...
I don't have the mood to play with "u"
come back,okay?!

why why why...tell me why xD
flu...couch...
every symptom there made me mad!!
fuck off please!!@@"

I hope everything is going to stop from now on!!
let me relax...put down everything...
let me become myself back...
I deeply hope everything can be fine now
not only hope~is coming true!!

GOD BLESS ME =)